BFF is damn not true.

It hurts when u find out the reality that your so called "twin-friend" dont really get along with u anymore.
she left you out of the blue,
she dont bother to ask u to go out with her anymore,
she dont bother to make u laugh anymore.
it is so sad to see that happen with my own eyes.
to feel it directly hurting me.

for the whole time before,
i'm praying for us to be together again,
and when we are,
it turns out to be like this.
just because we are willing to sacrifies our close-ness to someone who doesnt even care to sacrifice.

its childlish to be jealous over something like this,
it is stupid to have this thought in the first place,
but i cant control my heart from feeling hurt,
when things turn out to be like this.

i hate to say this my friend,
but i dont know whether i still am your best friend or not.
the only thing im sure is that,
i starting to fake-ly treat u as mine.
just to show people we are indeed still as happy as before.

the fact is,
my dear friend,
i dont really flattered with the girl,
who i assume now as a friend,
whom trying her best to stop us from being as closed as we used to be.

thanks to her,
i guest i believe there is no such shit like
"BEST FRIEND FOREVER".